Commercial Break

I've been trying to write this post for months now.  I've been trying to make it sound like a good story.  The truth is, sometimes life is not what we think of as a good story.  And honestly, this feels more like the commercial break in the middle of an unimportant season of what is usually a very entertaining drama. 

You might call this the "desert" period.  Someone related it to me as culture shock.  Someone else called it difficulty transitioning.  Whatever you call it, it hasn't been easy. 

Classes got really difficult for me during session four, and there was a lot of pressure for me to do well.  The other problem was that a good number of my friends were overwhelmed with another class that took up all of their free time, so I was left alone in a lot of ways.  I would have turned to church, but I haven't met anyone my age at the church I've been going to.  It was my intention to help out with the youth group because I love working with youth, but I haven't been in town enough to do that.  On top of that, I caved about Africa.

I hadn't felt very clear guidance about any particular place in the world, and I tried several things:  I prayed and waited for some kind of revelation.  I marked places on a map.  I talked to advisers.  I went to career guidance.  I prayed for signs.  Finally, I felt like God was giving me the go-ahead with Mozambique.  Everything seemed to be going well.  I was meeting people from the branch, and it was sounding like something I was going to really enjoy. 

And then it hit me like a brick.  All my fears and worries washed over me at once, and I was forced to stop ignoring them.  I called my mom in tears.  I felt trapped and lonely and confused and lost all at once.  She told me to come home and talk to one of my pastors.  So I did.  I talked to him and some other people that have counseled me in the past.  And I realized a few things. 

#1.  Sometimes God gives us direction, but that doesn't mean we're going there today. 

How many years did the Israelites wander the desert headed to the promised land?  How long did Abraham wait knowing that he would have children?  How long did Noah wait for the flood?  How long have we waited for His return?  But God did not waste that time for any of His children.  They grew.  They matured.  They learned to trust Him.  And that’s what I plan to do.

#2.  God is not disappointed in me. 

I felt like saying “Wait!  I’m not ready yet!” but I was overwhelmed with a sense of duty to follow through with my plan because I had told so many people.  I didn’t want to disappoint them.  Or God.  We’re supposed to “press on,” and I felt like I was quitting.  But someone told me (and I didn’t even know I needed to hear it), “Diane, I’m not disappointed in you.  I know you’ll do the right thing.”  And it occurred to me that God is not disappointed either.  He loves me no matter what. 

#3.  I cannot possibly thwart God’s plan. 

One of my biggest fears was that God had planned good works for me to do in Mozambique that would never get done unless I went now.  But Jonah ran head-first in the opposite direction of where God clearly wanted him, and you know what God did?  He put Jonah in his place.  I figure, if God will care enough to use an obstinate man like Jonah, surely He can get me where He needs me if my heart’s desire is truly to follow Him. 

So thank you to all of you who have helped me get to this point.  Your counseling and prayers have been invaluable.  Thank you to those of you who cared enough to want a new blog post.  Thank you to those who put up with my complaining.  Thank you to those who challenged me, encouraged me, and lifted me up constantly.  Thank you to those who gave me the benefit of the doubt and to those who helped me find truth in the most confusing circumstances.  I would love to be able to do the same for you.  If you need prayer or encouragement for anything, send me an email or a facebook post. 

God bless! 
-Diane

Phonetics and Grammar

Bimesters? Sessions?
So here at GIAL, our academic year is a little different than most places. Rather than semesters, we have bimesters, which go from July to December and January to June. Within each bimester, we have four sessions. Each session, we can take two or three classes, and they each last about four weeks (with the exception of one 8-week session). We go to these classes every day - sometimes multiple times a day, and we have nightly homework. Taking three classes in one session can be really difficult because they are jam-packed with information, but it is doable. This session, I only took two classes: Phonetics and Grammar.

Phonetics
Phonetics was a [blæstʰ]! This class is something like "Reading 101 for Linguists." Some people wonder how a person can write a language that is unwritten. Well, linguists have a special alphabet for that. It's called the International Phonetic Alphabet, or IPA.

(see wikipedia: http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/International_Phonetic_Alphabet)

Most of the time, we were learning how to write sounds that we do not typically use in English, and we also practiced making them. My favorite sound is [ɮ]. To make it, you put your tongue like you're saying the sound for the letter "L" and hold it out. Now, close your teeth around your tongue, and it should sound something halfway between a "Z" sound and an "L" sound. Isn't that fun?! You just learned a new letter! It's called an Alveolar Lateral Fricative. It is found in some obscure indigenous languages of Central America, and probably some other places.

Grammar
Most people I know do not enjoy grammar, but here, it is considered fun. Perhaps it is because we all really like linguistics, or perhaps it is because it is completely different from any other type of grammar I have ever done in my life, the harder the homework, the more fun we have.

The grammar you learn in grade school is called "Prescriptive Grammar" because it Prescribes the "correct" way to speak. But linguists study "Descriptive Grammar" which looks at a language and the way people use it naturally and tries to figure out the "rules" for making a sentence. So instead of correcting people when they say something "wrong," we get to solve these wonderful logic problems from languages we've never seen or heard of before. Every day, we get new languages solve!

We might have a problem where we're given a list of sentences in the foreign language along with the translation of the sentences to English, and we have to look for patterns. For instance, if we have "The dog bit the boy," and "The boy likes the girl," we can look for a word that occurs in both sentences, and we will know that it is the word for "boy." When we get the whole list of data figured out, we look for other patterns and write rules to describe why the language runs the way it does. (Why do we say, "the big red balloon" but not "the red big balloon?")

Why is it so important to Bible translation?
A lot of people think that translation is really simple: you take one word from one language, and replace it with its equivalent in the other language. This is just not the case. In Turkish, there is one word for "Like you would be from those we can not easily/quickly make a maker of unsuccessful ones." (http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Longest_words#Turkish) And in some languages, every verb must have a prefix or a suffix that tells how the speaker learned of the information, which we don't do at all in English. Greek has case markers; Mandarin Chinese puts a question word at the end of a statement; Spanish and German have gender agreement, but they're not the same genders; Portuguese drops pronouns, and so on and so forth. Grammar gives us the tools to figure those things out.

If you want a good Bible translation, the translator has to be able to understand the mechanics of the language they're translating into. And we have a lot of fun with it!

Now off to study for my exams tomorrow! [wɪʃ mi 'ləkʰ]! (Wish me luck!)

Places...Possibilities.

The news is in! I've been praying for guidance, and what do you know, God does answer. We've made a little bit of headway in that arena recently, and it seems we're looking at two possibilities: Mexico and Mozambique.

Two very different places: one on this very continent, one nearly exactly on the other side of the globe, but both are places where there are people living without the Living Word of God in their mother tongue.



Mexico has a large population of indigenous groups whose native languages and cultures have long evaded the influence of conquistadors and Spanish settlers. Most of these people live towards the southern end of the country, and they tend to be some of the poorest people who live there. I have met some really cool people who are headed to Oaxaca, Mexico when they finish school here. I have had dinner for Spanish-speakers with them a few times, and I have really enjoyed getting to know them. Not only is the base really close to several beach-side resorts, but the climate is perfect year-round, the people speak Spanish as a national language, and it is surprisingly close to home. Mexico would be a really cool place to be.



Mozambique, on the other hand is not a very well-known country to Americans. In fact, I have only recently learned all the information I'm about to give you. Someone suggested to me that I go to Mozambique because I speak Portuguese, and I thought, "Where is Mozambique?" Then I learned that it was in Africa. And then I thought, "There are countries in Africa that speak Portuguese?" and the answer is yes. There are a few. Mozambique is one of them. You know that little island off the south-east coast of Africa? Madagascar? Well, Mozambique is the country across the water on the continent of Africa. It is hot. All the time. Which makes me really happy. And they have jungles, so I'm told.

I'm going to talk to some folks about these places some more so that hopefully I can get a better idea of what they would look like, practically, but it is nice to actually have something to research, rather than feeling like I'm just throwing darts on a map.

So, these are not the absolute last two choices to look through, but they are looking good for now, so if you've been praying, thanks. This is the outcome. And I will continue to keep you all updated on my status as I get closer to a decision!

God bless!

"The greatest missionary is the Bible in the mother tongue. It needs no furlough and is never considered a foreigner."
William Cameron Townsend - Founder of Wycliffe Bible Translators